Optimist

totally sad

i haven’t watched Glee #11 yet ‘cause i live in Asia.

and i cannot understand it without translation.

i really want see it right now!!

is there anybody else who gives me Glee #11?

anyway i studied TOEIC today.

it’s pretty hard but i think all of my hardwork (that is gonna be done by ME) will pay off.

the former sentence  seems really unsuitable. but i wanted to use that expression.

because that is what i learned today.

and i wanted to write posts very often but it’s quite difficult although i find it very fun.

ANYWAY from now on, i will try to keep posting.

I am so oppressed

I cannot do anything almost because of my eyes. You may wonder why i am uneasy.you can guess it even if it’s a secret. I hope it will go well,please. I will have beautiful eyes and face. I can’t help about worrying this a little. Anyway i did what i really want. I am happy with it. And i think my surgery was good. I was very comforted. And it has been a long time since i listened to EASY ENGLISH. And my sister listened to it with me. It’s about 2pm here. So for rest of your time, i wish you have a good time.

I am so…..

I have manythings to think, which are so trival but very important for me.

i had blood tears.

it might be okay but it’s true that i am worried about it.

and have i got to open my eyes or close it ?

….

i hope my eyes will be very beautiful like her.

Wow

I am gonna be pretty. Oh i ‘m so excited that i cannot wait!!!! And today i will have a message that i receive dynamic duo concert ticket. Today must be recorded in my history. It is better that before the occasion i take a shower. Because i can’t do that for about three days I want to be pretty right now. And my surgery will come out all right.

I’d like to live in here

Hi i’m in seoul, Jeongja. It’s totally differnt with incheon!!! But i really don’t like to live with grandmother and grandfather. It might make me feel oppressed. Anyway come to tnink of it, not bad. All i want is only money now Please!!!

I don’t know the identity of this feeling

Again i think about her. She gave me very many things. It’s definitely true. I wonder how that happened. I am selfish and jealous of many things. Fucking

I’m very irritated

I know what i did is bad and wrong. So i’m reslly sorry for her. But why am i so irritated and angry with her? WHY…… and i acknowledge that i am jealous of her. She looks beautiful and has big eyes. But i don’t I feel inferior and deprived. I’m so irritated. Fucking

Teenage dream

In new year’s day mornong We, our whole family, are going to hometown. i felt pretty blue but i am becoming okay. I might have some constipation. Wooh and like my excrement we can’t almost move because the traffic is locked. And my diversion is “TEENAGE DREAM sung by Darren Criss”. It feel so good and makes me pleasant. I way like it♡♡♡ I want to drink water so much

Half university expense, half allowance

It’s unfair to give me such money. I’m gonna be a university student! Please! Come on,ToT And i wanna have some new bags, cosmetics, wallets. But i don’t have enough money to buy these. I had too many food. Chinese food, beef, fried things, hot chicken I am very full. I’m worried about gaining weight and skin trouble. I have got to wash. But i feel annoyed at that.